A
Roadmap for Ascension
MauriceTurmel PhD
We
begin with the end goal. What is that goal? Ascension!
Yes,
but more than that. The end goal is to elevate the Self within the
human frame as the true center of the personality. Not the ego, but
the Self!
Why
the Self?
As
noted in previous writings, the Self is the human side of the
Self/Soul equation that we are. We are representatives of the Divine
(souls) anchored in a human body that is to be directed by the Self
as an extension of its divine purpose. Self and soul inform each
other so that the Self guides our human representation while being
informed and nourished by the Soul, its Divine counterpart.
The
Soul ascends as the Self grows and expands on this plane. The Self is
our grounding in the Earth realm. The Soul is our link to the
Divine. The Divine is All-That-Is and includes the Soul, that is
every individual Soul on this Earth.
To
bring Self in line with Soul and the Divine we need a Bridge. The
Path of the Hero is the sacred representation of that Bridge to the
Divine. We use the Hero Path as a model for building our bridge and
then crossing it. We call this Our Bridge to Hope. Hope being the
Divine and Bridge being the link form Self to Soul. This bridge is an
essential part of your path and you will construct it.
What
are the tools of bridge building that will help us connect Self to
Soul? Inner communication, to be precise! Communicating with Self,
that is “listening” to Self via Journaling is the bridge to Soul.
Self always leads to Soul. Ego always leads away from Soul. Since
you are reading this material, you are at a point in your development
where you have to choose. Choose Self and you are on your way to
Soul. Choose ego and you remain in 3rd
dimensional consciousness.
When
we forego ego we step onto the Self side of the bridge. The Bridge to
Hope, which then becomes the Bridge to Soul and Divinity.
You
may have heard those claims that the Divine is right there where we
left it. That may satisfy a few people, but not many. Knowledge is
not experience. But experience is true knowledge. Knowing at a felt
experiential level is the key, because this opens the heart (feeling
center) which transcends the ego.
The
Ego:
The
ego is a bump on the road that has to be negotiated. It has to be
seen for what it is – a frightened part of us hungry for power.
The ego has become an error in our evolutionary process, a sticking
point where so many have come to flounder. The ego represents the
ultimate aspect of 3rd
dimensional thinking. It repeatedly attempts to control fate, which
is futile. Runaway egos always lead to addiction or suicide.
At
some level, the ego knows it is going to die. But it doesn’t
really believe it because it has no experience with dying. Remember,
only experience is true knowledge. “Dying happens to others and
not to me” says ego. So the ego directs you toward achieving
greatness or accumulating money as a way of insulating itself against
the truth of its finiteness. Some of us pursue greatness through
education, as I did with my PhD. Others pursue money as a way of
personal validation. Often times these pursuits are about
vindication, rather that a true calling. They are usually propelled
by feelings of negative self-worth.
In
my case I blew everyone away with my education, especially my
parents, who I thought believed me to be inadequate. It was my own
self-judgment at work here and not theirs. As mentioned above many
individuals do the grandiosity trip with money, like Madoff and his
Wall Street cronies. Some pursue scientific greatness. I pursued
degrees, 3 of them to be exact.
These
are cases where wonderful talents are used in the service of the ego
and its need for self-aggrandizement. That’s the state of the ego.
It always wants to dominate. So, no matter what you achieve, or
accumulate, it is never enough. Like a drunken sailor, the ego
always wants more.
Our
Self wants to comply with the Grandeur Purpose that life has to
offer. Our Self wants the true glory of self-sufficiency and divine
inheritance as part of the larger matrix. Self, in the beginning,
knows at an unconscious level, that it belongs to God. Self becomes
aware of its Divinity through our efforts at self-development and
personal growth. Self communicates with Soul. Soul helps elevate
Self until Self can see its true nature as part of the Divine matrix.
This
is when our evolution becomes conscious. Conscious evolution is our
purpose at this time and the royal road to Ascension. We have to
rise above the petty circumstances of glory seeking and other side
trips perpetrated by ego. These are only distractions designed to
keep the ego in power. What truly matters is our being and connection
to All-That-Is. We need Self and Soul working together for the Glory
of God on this earth plane. A Divine Earth Plane is what we are all
seeking.
To
come out of our morass of pettiness and simplicity we need to engage
psychology, sociology, morality and mythology. We need all of these
influences working together to help us move past ego, so we can begin
the work of healing and releasing the early dysfunctional influences
that propped ego up. Taking our personal healing seriously means
taking our lives seriously. And moving from ego domination to
self-acceptance and self-affirmation is the revolution necessary to
fully engage the process of Conscious Evolution.
This
doesn’t happen until we reach that point where we know enough about
ourselves to take the proverbial bull by the horns, by which we mean,
consciously choosing our destiny as it is informed by our Soul. This
is the process I have been engaged in for the past fifteen years,
since I wrote the first draft of my novel The Voice. I have
completed a process of connection, which is the felt experience of
the Divine in my life.
This
has been a hard won struggle because my ego would not let go easily.
On the other hand, I would not let go of my ego because until it felt
safe to do so. Letting go of ego by stepping on the bridge that
leads from self to soul is the proverbial “Leap of Faith”. It is
scary to finally let go but that is necessary to begin your process
of Ascension. The ego is an anchor that must be released. It goes
when You Let It Go and not before. You cannot wish it away; you must
evict it.
In
the process of “receiving” over the years I learned to release my
ego’s influence bit by bit. I was always scared to let go
completely. This is the Hero’s Journey par excellence. Each of us
has to take that step with our heart in our throat. As long as you
stay focused on your goal of “connecting” (self to soul) you will
arrive eventually.
Your
ego knows that and will throw every scary situation it can at you to
keep you reliant upon it. Only by remaining focused and persevering
with your personal and spiritual Growth efforts will you conquer that
attachment.
What
You Need to Know:
Y our
ego is simply the frightened child within you, the part of that was
abused or frightened in early life and chose to stay hidden for
survival’s sake. Your anger, or rage, is the protective part of the
ego alliance and analogous to mythology’s guard dog Cerberus. Once
your ego finds itself at the mercy of your continuous efforts to
grow, it begins to see its end on the horizon. Your ego will fight
tooth and nail because it views its descent from power as a death.
Once you understand these dynamics, you will find it easier to let it
go.
Your
ego may kick up a fuss now and then from its new position on the
perimeter of your being, but it will reveal itself as the frightened
child it has always been. Your Self, now properly placed at the
center of your life, will pat it on the head, let it speak through
your journal, but never let it dominate again. Once you have broken
the spell of the ego there is no going back. Conscious Evolution is
fully engaged and you are ascending at an accelerated pace.
Your
Self, directed by Soul, will be your guardian and director from this
point forward. Your Self will become more consciously aware of its
Divine heritage. You will begin allowing your decisions to be
informed by Source. That is you will consult with that part of you
more often and your life will move forward more gracefully from that
point on.
You
will know that God (your Higher Self) is with you at all times, that
He does not live out there where Religion wants to place Him, but
actually lives in your heart (feeling center) as has always been the
case. Feeling that connection is the knowledge that you seek. That
felt embrace is the reality of who you are on this plane, at this
moment, on this plane. There are no other explanations. This is it.
You are God; and God is You.
Building
Our Bridge:
Can
you see this pattern we are talking about? We build our Bridge to
Hope by our conscious choice. We align ourselves with All-That-Is by
making Source the main focus and influence in our lives. We get to
this point by relinquishing ego as the center of our life. Ego is
always frightened. Ego goes to war because it is frightened. Ego
accumulates wealth because it is frightened. Ego is driven by fear.
Self is motivated by Love. Which of these paths do you want to
affirm in your life right now? The ego’s path of fear, or the
Self’s path of Love? Decide!
Ascension
is about bringing the Divine into material form while moving up the
consciousness ladder to meet with Source. We and Source are reaching
for each other. As mentioned at the beginning, ego dominates in 3rd
dimensional consciousness. Self and Soul dominate in 5th
dimensional consciousness. Ascension is the process of moving from
the 3rd
dimension to the 5th
by entering and negotiating the transitional healing and clearing
stage of the 4th
dimension. The 4th
dimension is our Spiritual Adolescence. The 5th
dimension is Adult Spirituality.
I
will be using myself as a reference point as we document this process
and show you exactly what you are up against every step of the way.
It won’t make your journey any less painful, but it will give you
the courage to stay on track. You have nothing to lose but the
pettiness of your ego and everything to gain from the gifts and
talents available through Self. You will express all that you are
because Self, no longer repressed by ego, is free to explore and
create. You will want to create because the Divine is your co-pilot
and creating is what God and we are all about.
Foundation:
Our
foundation for this process is Spiritual Psychology as described in
the Hero Myth at the beginning of this book.
Method:
We
will need a linking mechanism to pull all of this together. That
mechanism is inner communication via Journaling. We will be
consulting with Soul at every opportunity through conscious
journaling.
To
start off we will write a brief summary of our life story,
identifying key experiences along the way that shaped subsequent
decisions. This will give us a view of our path through life to this
point. Again, I will be illustrating with my own life path.
Then
we will begin to ask the tough questions.
How
you came to this Earth / Your Life Lessons / Your Parents / Your
church or religion of influence / Your pursuit of self-help and
personal growth / Your arrival here at the doorstep of Ascension.
In
my case I will be dealing with blue collar parents who used physical
discipline and sometimes violence to deal with their children.
I
will address the Catholic Church, its influence on me, and my
ultimate rejection of it as a crippling entity that actualizes denies
access to the Divine. My early pursuits with self-help, my commitment
to Psychology as a way out, my years as a therapist, my early
beginnings connecting with Guidance, my letting go of ego and full
embracing Self, Soul and Source, my understanding of why I came to be
here, my chosen circumstances, my chosen parents, my life path in
general and my undying commitment to Source every step of the way.
I
am going to breathe life into this process with the help of my
guidance of course.
Are
You Ready?
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